Ahhh

OHHH DEAR.


So I booked the space I needed for Thursday and I had to set it up at 7.30am this morning as thats when I could get help with large peices of paper etc. The exhibition that was up two days prior to mine was still there, and I had time pressure of the other person, so I had to bring theirs down.

The REAL exhibition was extremely large peices of project work, and I was extremely careful getting them off the space, and laying them out on a table to keep them nice.

Unfortunately I damaged one of the sides of the posters, it has a rip in the side. Now I am nowhere near worried about the experience, and instead really nervous about my accident! As soon as it was done I got a feeling of dread and cried (haha exactly what I wanted when I was stressing so much about my experience working!) Now the other persons real exhibition peices are laying on the table and im so terrified someone is going to come along and be angry. Im also nervous that even though I booked the space, something has gone wrong with booking and maybe it was meant to stay up. I know this isnt the case, but because I am a worry wart this stuff goes through my mind!

I have contacted the shop and my booking contact to try and get the email of the person who's work I have damaged. I will of course be offering to pay for a replacement, and apologising, but im still feeling really stink about the day so I hope nothing else goes wrong or I'll have another meltdown!

In terms of the project, my exhibition is all up, it looks pretty crappy, but the work at least looks real and well done. I was supposed to get the title printed out in one big peice, but the machine that does this broke down, so I had to cellotape A3 paper together into a title which looks rubbish. SO tha aside, Im all ready. I have my marker and my hoodie all ready and my sentence to give to Kath. Im just needed to decide whether its me or Sarah that is the rebel passing the note. If it is Sarah, then I will be free to take images of Kath, but if its me, I will have to jump in and out of character. I think I'll just take images later, although trying to snap one of Sarahs reaction just in case it can be turned into a good one.

I can have an image of the graffitti on the work, which will look good hopefully.

So I should be all sorted... except for the prior accident which makes me nauseous. I hate getting in trouble. goodie-good mature student gone bad!!

As a side note, the panels that went up for architecture crits yesterday block the view of the mock exhibition from where I have told Meredith to take Sarah to notice it, so I have asked Sarah to go up and say something to get her attention around the corner on it. Not as good, but I was happy for it this morning as they blocked me setting up the exhibition.  I FELT REBELLIOUS just by being there under the title "The Best of Architecture: The Elite Form of Design" and having the papers not actually looking as elite as they should. I thought the architecture students would throw things!! So pros and cons! It might make Kath feel less rebellious because less people are able to see her doing it. But as i caused rebellion in myself without meaning to, I think it should be great.

Sigh. I really want the other issue sorted so I can focus on other things. I can't do any other work until this is sorted. I haven't got the contact details of the person yet and until then I'm not sure I will feel normal...

:S